God Provided a Worm
Learning to hear Him in the everyday stuff

Paul Durbin • Lead Pastor
August 26, 2026

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I love that in Jonah 4, God speaks through a plant, a worm, and a hot wind.

No burning bush. No booming voice from heaven. Just a leafy plant that gave shade, a worm that ate it, and a scorching east wind that made Jonah miserable. Each one carried a message. Each one was God saying something Jonah needed to hear. And Jonah mostly missed it because he was too busy pouting to pay attention.

I've never heard God's audible voice. Maybe you haven't either. But I've had a lot of "worm moments"—the thing that fell apart, the door that closed, the conversation that stung, the hike where my backpack was adjusted all wrong.

And when I slow down enough to actually listen, God's usually been talking the whole time.

Here's the thing: God is not silent. He's just often quieter than we expect, and He tends to speak through the situations we're most tempted to complain about. The breakup. The lost job. The hard week. The unexpected delay.

So today, instead of asking, "Why is this happening?" try asking, "God, what are You saying through this?"

You might be surprised how loud a worm can talk.

177 | What Heart Adjustments Is God Asking You to Make?

In this final message from the book of Jonah, Pastor Paul Durbin walks us through the seven heart adjustments God is inviting each of us to make. Using a backpack illustration from a recent hike near Aspen, Paul shows how the same care we take to fit a pack to our body is the care God takes to shape our hearts. From perspective to mission, this message reminds us that Jonah isn't really a story about a city—it's a story about a patient God shaping one stubborn heart, and it's an invitation for us to let Him do the same in ours.

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