The Ransom You Could Never Afford
Why the cross is the rescue mission you didn't fund.

Paul Durbin • Lead Pastor
November 10, 2026

2 Minute Read

Imagine standing in a Nigerian village, your daughter gone, your savings nowhere near enough, and the people who took her nowhere you can reach.

That was the reality for the families of the Chibok girls. And honestly, it's the picture the Bible paints of every single one of us without Christ.

We don't like to think of ourselves as captives. We like to think we're resourceful. If something's broken, we fix it. If we owe something, we pay it off. If we're stuck in a contract, we hire a lawyer and find the loophole.

But the psalmist says something that stops us in our tracks:

"No one can redeem the life of another or give to God a ransom for them. The ransom for a life is costly, no payment is ever enough" (Psalm 49:7-8).


No payment is ever enough. Not your best effort. Not your church attendance. Not your clean record or your messy apology. The captors—sin and the enemy—are simply too strong for you.

And here's the good news: they were never too strong for Jesus.

He didn't just drop off the ransom from a safe distance. He walked all the way in. He became the payment. Not because you deserved it, but because He loved you.

So today, stop trying to afford something that's already been bought.

185 | Who's Paying Your Ransom?

In this opening message of the Thankful for the Cross series, Pastor Paul Durbin walks us through the first of four reasons we can be deeply thankful Jesus went to the cross—He paid our ransom. Using the heartbreaking story of the Chibok girls taken by Boko Haram, Paul paints a vivid picture of what captivity really looks like and why no personal payment is ever enough to set us free. He unpacks five realities every Belay'er needs to grasp: without Christ we are captives, no personal payment is sufficient, Jesus Himself became our ransom, love for the captive (not the captor) drove the payment, and we must choose to walk free. This message is a warm, honest invitation to stop loving our captivity and start walking in the freedom Jesus already purchased.

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