Who's Actually on Your Throne?
A Quiet Question Worth Asking

Paul Durbin • Lead Pastor
June 2, 2026

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Who's actually on the throne of your heart right now?

Most of us would quickly answer "Jesus." But if we slow down and really look, we might notice some other things sneaking up there. A political opinion. A favorite voice on a podcast. A career goal. A worry that runs on a loop in our minds. Even good things—family, ministry, hobbies—can quietly slide into the spot only Jesus is meant to fill.

Paul tells the Colossians that Jesus is the image of the invisible God, the Creator of everything, the One who holds it all together. That's not someone you invite over for coffee. That's someone you build your whole life around. Jesus isn't looking to be a welcome guest who fits nicely into the life you've already arranged. He's after the center.

The good news? You don't have to white-knuckle this. The same Jesus who deserves the throne also gives you the strength to keep Him there. His Spirit does the work in you. Your job is simply to keep saying yes—to keep climbing back onto the altar when you've crawled off, to keep returning to the center when you've drifted.

So today, just ask the question honestly. Who's on the throne? And if it's not Jesus, you don't have to fix it alone. Just invite Him back to the seat that was always His.

165 | Why Should Jesus Be the Center?

In this message from Colossians 1:15-23, Pastor Paul Durbin walks us through what many scholars call the most Christ-centered passage in the New Testament. Paul unpacks eight powerful reasons Jesus insists on being the center of our lives—not a welcome guest, not an add-on, but the absolute nucleus around which everything else revolves. From Jesus being the visible image of the invisible God, to the Creator who holds all things together, to the One who reconciles us back to the Father through the cross, this teaching invites us to ask an honest question: Is Jesus truly at the center of my life?

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